September 2009
3 posts
My Conscience Says No As My Heart Asks Why
Why shouldn’t I; why did I miss my chance; why are these feelings welling within; why can’t I stop myself. Is this moral; what is moral? Should I inquire; why shouldn’t I? I can’t help but wonder why I’m confused. Am I normal? I don’t think you average teenager fells these things. What is wrong with me? There’s an a war being waged within my head and I...
Rave
I’m feeling sullen today. I was able to see her again last night which was yet again, amazing. Her dissapointment and anger affected me more than I thought. I felt helpless to held her and she shut me out of the problem no matter if I tried to be there or not. In the happy atmosphere no one noticed the daggers tearing my soul apart. I’ve thought about her all week and its the last time...
Passion Not Passionate
Venomous passion flows through my veins. I no longer belive I am in love, merely looking for love. I’m lost in a sea of confusion with no compass to guide me home.There is a girl, but I’m cocncerned of my choices from here on. These are new waters I’m delving in. She is innocent, or at least by my standards. We met for the first time a week or so ago and I felt the ebbings again....
